lusciousxander: (Ozander by kornpeep)
God, this was the worst day of the week! Losing my wallet scared me, not because it had my money, lovely pictures of my relatives, my credit cards... no, worst thing is that my ID is in there.

Man that was the aweful-est hour of my life, I searched my room, my car, I even went to the school to search in my desk drawers. Thankfully my mother found it in my car. Oh God, it's scary to lose your ID card... *clutches her ID tight to her chest*
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High fever, can't stop coughing, nose running, voice completely gone, major headache.

The doctor advised me to take a week off from work, stay home and stop talking all together, and stick to medication.

So here I am... miserable and coughing like crazy.
lusciousxander: (Xanya by mara_sho)
I'm in such a happy mood today!

1- Yosso has finished beta-ing my Bastard!Xander fic! It was weird writing Xander as a depressed jerk, abusing Spike and his friends, but I had so much fun with this fic. It's my favorite so far, along with the Xander-Wesley one.

2- I'm re-reading Oliver Twist again. I've read it when I was in fourth grade and the part where Sikes shoots Nancy was the most disturbing thing I've ever read. I remember last week when I watched the movie I've pressed mute when the scene came and closed my eyes. But they cut the part where he kills her, probably never filmed it, I was relieved and disappointed at the same time.

3- While correcting my students' exam papers, almost all of them got full marks. It makes me so happy.

4- My boyfriend didn't make fun of my chicken-phobia. (I finally decided to share that embarrassing fact)
lusciousxander: (I don't like vamps by mysteryof)
I'm trying to find a good website with lots of fun activity sheets for fourth grade. So far I found nothing amusing, but I keep looking.

I also started to teach fifth year, but most of it is activities and such, all fun stuff with stories, drama, games. I have an idea in my head but it works better in high school. Sigh. Most of my ideas work better for older students, I'm thinking next year to ask to be a teacher in high school. I'm not sure if I'm ready yet, high school scares me. The worst moments in my life were there and I can't stand some of those snoppy teens. Kids I can deal with better because in the end, they're kids. And I'm taller. Hee.


Feb. 11th, 2007 05:48 pm
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I'm back... *pouts* I was hoping to get back tomorrow but... *pouts*

*sighs* It was so good to be away for awhile.
lusciousxander: (Scoobies by beneathgulmissy)
Just found a nearby net access and wanted to say hi to all of you and that I'm having a wonderful time, there's a change in plans and I won't be back until Monday. We're having so much fun that we're staying away for an extra day. Yay.

I see lots of fun S8 spoilers around, will check them out when I get back, especially that new page with Dawn, I'm very excited about these comics.
lusciousxander: (Scoobies by beneathgulmissy)
So I had my college buddies over last Sunday, and then they all accused me of slacking off my friendship duty, because I'm very busy with work and have no time for them. So I decided to go on a trip with them, from today to next Sunday, you know, to catch up and everything. I'm actually excited, four days of crazy fun and no responsibilities? Bring it on!

See you, guys, on Sunday or Monday!

One Word...

Dec. 1st, 2006 03:12 pm
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"You're gorgeous."

Would probably make an average woman spread her feathers like a peacock among gorgeous women.

"You're stupid."

Would probably break the enthusiasm of a bright kid and shuts his mind from thinking.

"You're sexy."

Would probably make a sweet girl fall in a trap set by an animal.

"You're naïve."

Would probably wash away all the morals in a good person and turn him into a cruel monster.

"You're capable."

Would probably help the incapable to break the limits the capable can't.

One word or a few could form who you are. Would probably fix or break you…


Nov. 11th, 2006 07:38 pm
lusciousxander: (Spander by Claudia)
The fic I've been working on for the [ profile] fall_for_sx can't be posted there!! It can't! The rules say Xander and Spike must end up together and the plot won't go that way unless the fic got longer and longer but I'm too busy to finish that in the next few days, I have to post the fic in the 30th of Nov. And now it's more of a Xander character study than a Spander fic. Grrr! It works better for the Dark!Xander ficthon [ profile] liz_marcs started.

I must write a Spander fic. I must write a Spander fic. I must write a Spander fic. I have an idea for one, but it doesn't really have a plot, and it's just a bunch of dialogs, but it's fun to read. I'd read a fic with just dialogs anytime. It's easier to write, especially with me being too busy with RL at the mo.

Sigh. I really wanted my Dark!Xander fic to enter the [ profile] fall_for_sx, oh, well, at least I got me another idea for a fic.

Ship meme!

Oct. 26th, 2006 01:22 pm
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I'm back!!! Eid was quite fun even though we didn't have a big party, just family gathering, which was good because we're still mourning the loss of grandpa. What upsets me is that my aunt thinks of selling the house, so they can finally move to their new house. She had bought the new house for years now but she and her kids chose to stay at grandpa's place to take care of him instead of moving. I can't picture going to Saudi Arabia and not stay at the house anymore. It has so many memories. I think the house belongs to stepdad now because he's the oldest, but I dunno.

Anyway, to cheer myself up, I snagged this old meme from

[profile] frenchani ...

"One True Pairing" Ship: Xander/Spike


 "One True Threesome" Ship: Xander/Spike/Angel

"Canon" Ship: Willow/Oz

"Not quite canon but should be" ship: Giles/Anya

"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship: Giles/Buffy or Xander/Buffy (I see the possibility but they're more special the way they're portarayed in canon)

"You are one sick bastard" ship: Angel/Connor or Buffy/Dawn

"I dabble a little" 'Ship: Wesley/Gunn or Lorne/Angel

"It's like a car crash" Ship: (not in a good way) Angel/Cordelia

"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Xander/Dawn or Willow/Anya

"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Connor/Dawn

"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: Xander/Lindsey or Spike/Faith or Buffy/Willow

"When all is said and done" 'Ship: Xander/Spike

"Guilty Pleasure" ship: Xander/Larry

"I can't believe I read it and liked it" ship: Buffy/Spike and Willow/Angel

"My first I could never abandon you" ship: Xander/Spike

Favorite Devotionship: Xander/Spike

Favorite Nevermetship:  Lorne/Anya (Yep, seriously, hee!!)

Canon Ship That Makes Me Shudder (not in a good way!): Cordelia/Connor

"I'm one sick bastard" ship: Giles/Dawn (I can see it happen when Dawn grows up and becomes a watcher... it's

[profile] frenchani 's fault!!!) 

Favorite Pervyship:


Favorite DominanceBattleShip: Wesley/Lilah

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Okay guys, now I'm going to the airport, I'll be seeing you after four days I guess. I don't think Eid Al-Feter will be as fun because of grandfather's recent death... but I'm very glad we're going there to see my aunts and uncles.

I'm sorry, Irene, I wanted to write feedback for your 13th episode but I have to go now, I've saved what I've written so far and hopefully will post it on Friday.

Mera, hon, I've been reading A Place to Belong and thank God, Spike is not as much of a girl as he used to be in the old version, neither is Xander. Angel is less broody. I don't think we've ever written Angel as broody, our Angel is petty and fun. I can't wait to edit more chapters because this fic sure needs more editing, the characterization was so awful! *blush*

Anyway, see you after 4 days guys, bye!
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When I wish for the good old days to come back…

When I remember a dear someone who had gone and will never come back…

When I look around and find no one by my side…

When I stand before the mirror and can't recognize myself…

When I get jumped at because I gave an honest opinion…

When I make a mistake, apologize for it, but it will never be forgotten…

When I scream so loud but no one hears me…

When I feel unfairly accused and can't defend myself…

When I give up so much for someone who's not worth it…

When I'm forced to change some of my principles to suit the atmosphere I live in…

When I'm forced to do a role that doesn't suit me…

When I'm forced to show admiration to a person I don't respect…

When I close my eyes to see a beautiful dream then wake up to the harsh reality…

When I see everything around me quietly dying in pain…

When a deep feeling inside tells me that I've wronged someone…

When I laugh out loud to hide the sound of my sobs…

When I hide behind fake smiles to cover up my sad features…

When I apologize to someone who doesn't deserve it…

When I see people unfairly mocking me and I keep quiet…


When I write these depressing lines and know they won't change a thing…
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I'm starting to love my job. 

But it still hurts when a student cries because she didn't get the full mark in a quiz... I cry inside.
lusciousxander: (Default)
One of my students today looked exactly like Xander in Empty Places in the hospital scene. I was so freaked out when I saw the white patch covering the area where her left eye is, almost covering half of her small face.

Farah: Sarah, what's wrong?
Sarah: No big deal, teacher. A pen entered my eye. Will take this off after a week.

But God, every time I look at her I wince. Poor kid. She's a favorite of mine because she's one of the few who only speak English in the class the whole time, even if it's not good. The majority? I have to yell at to speak English because they love to annoy me.
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OMG!! I'm the youngest English teacher over there! Eeek! That's so wild. Anyway, I'm gonna teach fourth grade… aww! They made me choose between first, fourth or sixth grades. I chose fourth because I really don't wanna teach six year old kids, they're just so young, and I'm not standing there yelling, "A for Apple, B for Banana…etc!" And sixth graders need someone with a strong personality, and that's so not me. The in between is always the best.

Anyway, I'm gonna tell stories and teach grammar and new words. Oh, and I'll be singing songs, I'm gonna be the new Maria Von Trapp.

I met teachers closer to my age and they all told me that it's gonna be hard at first but then things will get easier. Sigh. Hopefully after a decade I'll be teaching high school kids, because I'd love to teach grown up subjects. Right now let me boss these kids around and teach them how to pronounce R correctly.
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OMG, I can't believe it! My friend called, she said I'm accepted!!!! I start work next Monday! OMG, I'm officially a teacher! I just can't see myself as one... lol ... but teaching children is gonna be way easier than the English faculty. I hope.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! I got it! I got it! Dum dum dum dum dum duh! Dum dum dum dum dum duh! *a happy Goofy dumming from Goofy Movie*

I sucked!

Aug. 22nd, 2006 02:32 pm
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I stuttered, I skipped some points, my pop-culture jokes came out weak, I'm the worst teacher ever! And then when I asked if I should wait a little before I receive an answer, they said, "We'll call you." The magic words that confirm failure! God, I don't wanna talk about it! And what's worse is that I didn't get enough sleep last night, just 3 hours, and now I have a headache but still can't sleep.

Then when I got home, Chandler cheered me up a little when he gave Mr. Gellar a lapdance, as Monica says. Friends with spicy chicken are the best way to cheer someone up.

But right after I washed the dishes, mom told me that tomorrow we'll be leaving to KSA because grandpa (stepdad's father) is really, really sick. And now I'm back to my depressed mood. I'm not sure how much we'll be staying there. Mom told me to stay here if I want to wait for that phone call from the school, but I told her that I'm worried about grandpa and I must go with them, besides I know I'm not getting the job. Anyway, after major insistence from my stepdad, who hopelessly believes in me, meh, I'm gonna give my cellphone to my best friend. She knows my mom's cell and she'll inform me if the school accepted or rejected me (possibly they're not calling at all.)
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On Monday I'll head to the school and go under the test, I'm gonna teach a class... but with grown ups observing me while writing scary thoughts about my teaching skills. I got all my sister's stuffed animals and practiced. But I'm so scared, if the class's full of kids, I'd be far at ease... hope it goes well...

On other news, I just finished reading a Spuffy fic. No, Mera, there was not that many Xander in there... Mera? Mera! Oops, she's in a coma. Yes, Carla, I'm not alright, I just read a SPUFFY with few Xander moments, and no Spander friendship... there is surely something wrong with me. Why did I do such a dreadful deed? The title and summary sounded funny, and since lately I've been reading a lot of dark Spander and Xangel, I needed some funny fic, NEVER thought it'll be Spuffy!!! Oh, well, it was a fun fic to read, if you wanna read it, here:

Just A Teenage Crush by Addie Logan
Summary: After Buffy's day from hell thanks to the Geek Trio, Willow decides to "help" by making Buffy forget she ever died. And—big surprise here—this goes terribly, terribly wrong. (Less angsty alternative to season 6; goes off canon following "Life Serial.")
Just A Teenage Crush


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