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Adapting to Change
Character: Buffy
Type: Gen. Angst
Summary: Buffy is dealing with the changes around her. This is told completely from Buffy's POV. Post-Season Six.

Against the Wall
Character: Xander
Type: Angst
Summary: "Well, Xander, I could dress more like you, but, oh, my father has a job," said Cordelia. Setting is late S3, before The Prom.

Character: Xander
Type: Gen. Pre-show
Summary: "Well, you obviously haven't played kiddie league. I'm surprised it wasn't one of the parents," Xander in Nightmares.


Back to School
Character: Xander
Type: Gen
Summary: Xander deals with Mrs. Henderson, his elementary school teacher. Set in Pre-Season One for the first part and during Season Four for the second part.

A Better Future
Character: Xander
Type: Gen
Summary: After the events of Empty Places, Xander decides to go back in time to give his younger sixteen year old version a tip for a better future.


Character: Xander/Dawn, Xander/Spike eventually
Type: Het, Slash
Summary: Set in S9: In a world where metaphor is dead and reality is starting to creep in, where vampires are out and liked by the public, where slayers are hated and considered murderers, Xander and Dawn struggle to have a normal life away from the fight and temptation of the past.


Different Needs
Character: Giles/Xander
Type: Friendship + Pre-Slash
Summary: Xander can't handle being the Zeppo anymore, can Giles help him become a-somebody? Will Giles ever see him as more than just an aggravating little boy?


Five Times Xander Didn't Get a Free Pass
Character: Xander
Type: Gen + Het
Summary: Title says it all


A Girl with A Purpose
Character: Xander, Renee
Type: Gen
Summary: In an attempt to escape depression, Xander signed up to travel all over the world and look for slayers.


Hard to See Her Moving On
Character: Xander, Anya/Giles
Type: Angst.
Summary: Season Seven, Pre-Storyteller. Xander saw something he didn't want to see.


Interview with Character Fans and Bashers: Scene One
Character: Xander
Type: Parody
Summary: No one feels offended please. I'm not insulting anyone, I'm just so interested in some of the arguments I read about BtVS characters. I have some real anti-Xander arguments here as well as some real pro-Xander arguments. I've even mocking myself since I actually said some of the pro-Xander stuff, lol.

Interview with Character Fans and Bashers: Scene Two
Character: Spike
Type: Parody
Summary: No one feels offended please. I'm not insulting anyone, I'm just so interested in some of the arguments I read about BtVS characters. I have some real anti-Spike arguments here as well as some real pro-Spike arguments.


Kitchup in Glass Bottles
Character: Xander
Type: Comedy.
Summary: Pre-Season One. Glass bottles equal bad.

ِA Kick From the Inside
Character: Xander, Buffy, Joyce, Willow
Type: MPreg
Summary: S3. Begins right after Choices and a few days before The Prom.


Life of Experience
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Human AU, Slash
Summary: Ethan Harris died and left his son under his best friend's care.

Lost Parts
Character: Xander/Wesley
Type: Slash
Summary: What if Xander had gone with Willow to LA in Orpheus?

Lovable Losers
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Slash + Comedy
Summary: Two losers stuck in one basement.


Meaningless Blab
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Slash + Comedy
Summary: Xander and Spike are living together. Dating? Probably. Having sex? Oh yeah. Will there be sex scenes? Sorry.


Only Guy She Trusts
Character: Xander/Buffy
Type: Het
Summary: Post-Chosen. Xander visiting Buffy after six months spent in Africa.

One Sided Love
1- Jealousy
2- One Sided Lust
Character: Angel/Buffy, Angel/Xander
Type: Het + Slash
Summary: Buffy's 'sexy dance' with Xander has driven Angel insane. During Some Assembly Required. Season Two.


The Perfect Life
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Slash
Summary: "One day I'll have money. Prestige. Power. And on that day they'll still have more," Xander in Reptile Boy. This fic was inspired by the novel Remember Me? written by Sophie Kinsella.

Pieces of a Puzzle
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Pre-Slash
Summary:S7 Post-Selfless. Spike's stay at Xander's apartment proves to be more interesting than he ever thought. This is a sequel to A Kick From The Inside.

Poetic Justice
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Slash
Summary: Angry that Spike attempted to rape his friend, Xander engages into a fight with Buffy that results to a wish that will, obviously, be granted immediately.

Points of View
Character: Xander
Type: Gen
Summary: Different parts of Xander's life seen through the eyes of the people around him.

Put Yourself in My Shoes
Character: Buffy, Xander
Type: Gen
Summary: Buffy suddenly finds herself in Xander's body.


The Ruin of Good Men
Character: Xander
Type: Gen. Dark Fic. (For those who think this is Xander/Spike, it is NOT. Read the whole fic before you judge.)
Summary: Xander is abusing Spike, alcohol, everything and, on top of that, himself.


The Shadow by the Door
Character: Xander, Spike
Type: Gen. Dark Fic. An attempted rape.
Summary: Season Seven. It's probably a bad idea agreeing to have Spike live in his apartment.

Shallow Boy
Character: Xander/Spike
Type: Slash
Summary: The First controlling Spike had him do more than just killing people.

Spike Reading Fanfic
Character: Spike
Type: Parody
Summary: Spike reads his own pairings on the net.

Character: Buffy/Spike
Type: Het
Summary: Grief pushes Buffy to do something really stupid. Now she has to deal with the consequences. Things get more complicated when she discovers that Spike is no longer dead.


The Tale of Alex and Randy co-written with [ profile] lhyna71
Character: Alex/Randy
Type: Slash + Comedy
Summary: What if the spell in Tabula Rasa had stayed for more episodes?

Teenage Dirtbag
Character: Spike/Xander
Type: Slash + Comedy
Summary: Starts during Lover’s Walk, S3. Spike's POV throughout. Halfrek gives Spike the curse that will change his entire life.

Missing Scenes I've written

Christmas Eve Campout
Character: Xander
Setting: Amends
Summary: I thought you slept outside to avoid your family's drunken Christmas fights.

My Chanukah Spirit
Character: Xander, Buffy
Setting: Amends
Summary: Look, I'm aware I haven't been the mostest best friend to you when it comes to the whole Angel thing, and, um, I don't know, maybe I finally got the Chanukah spirit.

Never The Same Again
Character: Xander, Willow
Setting: This event happened during Consequences right after Faith tried to strangle Xander. Xander and Willow are looking for Faith.
Summary: Xander and Willow fight, that's when Xander realizes they can never have their friendship back. Not the way it used to be anyway.

Character: Xander/Cordelia
Setting: During Graduation Part 2
Summary: During the graduation ceremony before the ascension.

The Flowers
Character: Dawn, Willow
Setting: During Hell's Bells.
Summary: Why wasn't Giles at the wedding that never happened?

Missing Episode
Character: Buffy, The Scoobies
Setting: The summer between Season Six and Season Seven
Summary: A missing episode between Grave and Lessons

Lost Friendship
Character: Dawn, Spike
Setting: During Season Seven
Summary: Dawn and Spike's thoughts of each other during season seven.

Character: Faith, Xander
Setting: During Dirty Girls
Summary: Caleb tells Buffy he has something of hers and she takes her small gang to the Veinyard. She divides them into two teams. Her and Spike's are going in to check the place, Faith and Xander's are their safety-net. If this place is a trap, Buffy's team gives the signal, Faith's come in, guns a-blazing.

Character: Spike, Xander
Setting: During Chosen
Summary: After watching Buffy kiss Angel, Spike goes to Buffy's house, furious.

Lost Hero
Character: Xander, Spike
Setting: During Last Gleaming
Summary: Xander has a talk with Spike.

Co-written with [ profile] lusciousspike

The Exchange
Character: Xander, Buffy, Willow friendship + Xander/Spike
Type: Friendship + Slash
Summary: Warren made another laser gun that had some unintentional results, in turn causing Xander, Buffy and Willow to fully understand the old saying ‘walking in somebody else’s shoes’.

Into the Woods Parody
Character: Buffy, Xander, Riley, Anya and Spike
Type: Parody
Summary: What if Xander got Buffy to stop Riley a little faster.

La Femme Spander
Character: Xander, Spike
Type: Friendship + Comedy
Summary: Anya wants revenge and she'll be getting it by cursing Spike.

One Thing in Common
Character: Xander/Angel + Baby!Spike
Type: Pre-Slash + Slash
Summary: Before the battle with The First something happens that causes Xander to head out to L.A. to give Angel something for safe keeping.


Homecoming Queen of Year 1997
Character: Buffy

Heartbreaking Gaze
Character: Buffy

Life as A Watcher
Character: Giles

Character: Willow, Anya

Character: Xander/Anya

Anya's Annoyed
Character: Anya, Xander

My Son's Sixth Birthday Party
Character: Jessica Harris

The Swimsuit
Character: Dawn

My Vids:

The Young And Hopeless
Character: Xander

Miss America
Character: Xander/Cordelia, Xander/Buffy, Xander/Faith

Character: Giles

Just One Last Dance
Character: Buffy/Angel, Willow/Oz, Xander/Anya

Fun Stuff I did:

Xander and The Vamps Fun Time with Caps

Fic: How Season Four Should've Gone

Episode One
Episode Two
Episode Three
Episode Four
Episode Five

Date: 2009-06-07 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Wow, cool post.

You make it appear always at the top by editing the date. If you edit the entry you should see a way of editing the date next to the original date. Then date it some time in the future so it will always be ahead of your day to day posts.

Date: 2009-06-07 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much, sweetie, I'll do that :)

Date: 2009-06-07 06:04 pm (UTC)
ext_7259: (BMWL)
From: [identity profile]
You wrote Xander/Faith? And you haven't told me?

*runs away to read*

Date: 2009-06-07 09:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I thought you've read it already. *blush*

Oh, here's a nice Xander/Faith ficlet I've read:

Date: 2009-06-07 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
What Ros said - forward date it to something like 2015, and that way it will always be the top post (until 2015 of course...)

Date: 2009-06-07 09:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you, Jo, I'll try that :)

Date: 2009-07-13 12:59 am (UTC)
ext_6896: Photo of Angi Jolie's lips! (Default)
From: [identity profile]

I'm interested in one of your stories. One Thing In Common. It was tagged on delicious. It looks like your friends only. If you could direct me to another site or look up my profile and decide if you'd like to friend me so I could read it that would be great. I'm 34, female, and so slash friendly! Thanks.

Date: 2009-07-13 07:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hi sweetie,

Right now we're working on the grammar and spelling mistakes. It'll be up as soon as possible with new chapters :)

Date: 2009-07-14 01:20 am (UTC)
ext_6896: Photo of Angi Jolie's lips! (Default)
From: [identity profile]
sweet. Thanks for the heads up!

Date: 2010-09-24 12:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hi! I'm adding you because I like your writing style and I've pretty much given into my inevitable slide into Spander fanfic addiction and am therefore filling up my LJ f-list with my favorite there you go! Can't wait to read more of your stuff. By the way, you have some totally gorgeous icons. (!!!)

Oh, and feel free to add me back if that's your fancy but fair warning, I post way too much TMI about my sex life =P

Date: 2010-09-24 08:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Awww! Thank you! I'm so glad you enjoy my fics. When did you start reading Spander? And if you want to read some older great fics, tell me and I'll give you links. :)

this turned a bit long =P

Date: 2010-09-24 07:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Well, I'm ashamed to say I only just got into all things Whedon this past March (I'm a baby Whedonist)! So, of course, I watched all of Buffy and then all of Angel in April alone, and then everything else Joss has done after that. However, I've been in love with Spike (tee hee) since AtS season 5 was on the air...When I was like 13, I caught a snippet of a Buffy episode that had Spike in it on a late night channel (which I now know to be Lovers Walk, drunk and belligerent and heartsick Spike) and I was like WHO IS THIS CHARACTER AND WHERE CAN I GET MORE OF HIM?? So when I happened to see that he was on Angel I was ecstatic and watched avidly. I don't know why it took me so long after that to get around to watching Buffy (I guess I didn't know how many seasons Spike was on or something) but of course now that I did I'm totally obsessed (er, with the whole show, not just Spike, although it's a close tie). I let out a total fangirly scream when he showed up unexpectedly in season 2 that frightened both myself and I'm sure, the neighbors, which made clear to me that even after 5 years my obsession with him had not died a bit, haha.

So, being a Spike lover, I was a Spuffy fan at first for a while and took much joy in yelling at Buffy for being abusive to him and I liked their interactions in Season 7. However, I felt like the writers left so much between them unresolved and there was so much more that need to be said, especially about Spike's decision not to contact her once he came back from burnydom. So that's how I got into fanfic, I was craving resolution and came across some good ficlets between the two of them that had the conversations I wanted to see. After that I started reading a bunch of Spuffy h/c stuff but that got boring quickly because I mean really...the two of them could never live happily ever after.

So somewhere around June, I think, I stumbled across the very dark and long S/X fic Modus Vivendi by wiseacress. Before then I hadn't given the Spander pairing much thought other than to scoff at it a bit (seems so crazy now). However, their interactions portrayed in that fic were fascinating to me and I was soon looking for more. I'm sad to say that before then, I had sort of written Xander off as a relatively shallow character, especially since even though he goes through so much in the series and changes a lot the writers don't portray it very well. After reading some fics and thinking about his character I realized how complex he actually could be, and of course how similar he and Spike were...and then it was like "well, obviously these two are meant for each other!"(...not to mention the hotness that abounds!)

Wow, that was like an essay and probably way more than you wanted to know, haha. To make a very long story short, I got into Spander probably about 3 months ago and since then have devoured (I'd estimate) around 20-50,000 words of Spander fanfic a day. I copy text files over onto my ipod so I can read it at work, when I'm in line at the grocery store, when I have free time around get the idea. My poor boyfriend...

So yes, please link me everywhere! I can't get enough.

Re: this turned a bit long =P

Date: 2010-09-24 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Wow, that was like an essay and probably way more than you wanted to know, haha.

Oh, I've enjoyed reading this. I always love to know how someone became a Spander fan.

Okay, links, hope you haven't read any of them:

He Needs Me ( by [personal profile] slaymesoftly: A great Spander fic, full of angst and loss, and reveals how alike Xander and Spike are. It's one of those "Xander taking care of Spike" fics.

Sidelines ( by [personal profile] eliade: This one is a real classic. A good classic. An alternative Season 4. Instead of Willow falling for Tara and realizing she's gay, it's Xander who goes through the coming-out drama as he falls for Spike.

The Approved Mode of Payback ( and its sequal Blue-Eyed Boy ( by [personal profile] herself_nyc: Spike and Illyria are the sole survivors of the battle against The Circle of The Black Thorn. Half in despair, mourning Angel, Spike isn't ready for the appearance of a drastically altered Xander in Los Angeles.

Re: this turned a bit long =P

Date: 2010-09-24 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sweet Revenge ( by [profile] jackson_rayne: A rewrite of season 5 but Spander style. Spike is the character that attracts me the most in this fanfic, usually fanficcers try their hardest to show us how Spike is worthy and deserves to be treated better, sometimes exaggerating to the point of showing him as a saint, even with his apparent flaws. Here though Jackson gives us the real Spike, the Spike who goes through major developments to improve with time for the person he loves without losing what makes him a vampire. I guess the fact that she's using S5 to write her fic helped her to keep Spike in check. Her Spike will always be my favorite Spike.

Devided ( by [profile] jackson_rayne: When the demon Toth uses his magic stick to split someone in half (in the Season 5 episode "The Replacement"), he hits Spike instead of Xander, and Spike is split into his vulnerable side and his demony side. His vulnerable side falls in love with Xander. (The sequal Two's Company ( and its sequal Male Bonding ( are way better than Divided, this story is so funny and awesome!)

London Calling ( by [personal profile] shadowscast: Shadowscast writes a wonderful, believable Xander and you can just see it in the first scene of the fic where Xander and Buffy argue over Spike's AR. Some writers go very mellow with Xander sometimes while others make him go over the top with his Spike hate, but her Xander has a mix of each, he hates Spike but will do whatever he can to make Buffy happy. Of course, other than her Xander characterization, her plot is very intriguing and pulls you in. One of the best Spander fanfic.

The Jump!Verse ( by [profile] kimberly_fan Xander finds himself stuck with Spike in a "Groundhog Day" type of time loop. The sequel to "It's Just A Jump To The Left," in which Xander faces the consequences of the time loop and realizes that making changes in his relationship with Spike isn't quite as easy as he'd like.

Longest. Day. Ever. ( by [personal profile] shadowscast: She plays with the Groundhog Day trope. Spike and Xander live with the consequences.

Re: this turned a bit long =P

Date: 2010-09-24 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sunshine ( by [personal profile] shadowscast: Thirteen years after Spike mysteriously disappears, Xander meets him by accident in the London Underground. Where has Spike been all this time, and what is he hiding? This writer does a great Post-Chosen Spander fics, and she delivered bit time here. This is for those who enjoy Spike being a parent. :)

the boy & the beast ( by [personal profile] snowpuppies: Set in S4. This is so dark, but in a good way. You've got a cunning Spike, who's still dangerous even with a chip in his head. Great character-voices and... I don't wanna spoil it more for you, you've got to read this one.

Sunday Morning Coming Down ( by [personal profile] crazydiamondsue
Between: S5 and S6
Summary: Post BtVS "The Gift." Set during the summer after Buffy's death, Xander struggles to come to terms with the resurrection spell in light of the "reality" of Buffy's death and his changing feelings for Spike.

We're Not Gay. We're Just Friends. Who Have Sex ( by Juliatheyounger: Spike and Xander discover they have a couple of things in common. This is actually so funny, and a believable Spander goodness, very classical.

The Magic Of Computers ( by [personal profile] sabershadowkat: It's the year 2009, and Angel unknowingly hires Willow's company to design a website for Angel Investigations. Post Season 4/Season 1. This is a Willow/Angel fic, but still Xander/Spike is a main pairing. She wrote many Spander fics but this is the only one with a Spike I like, and probably The Dark Cavalier (, because usually her Spike tends to be girly. Her Xander is always nicely in character.

Re: this turned a bit long =P

Date: 2010-09-26 06:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thanks so much for these rec's!!! I will get right on them! :))

Date: 2010-12-31 07:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I love your fic and your vids, you do a great job. I joined BuffyTube so that I could watch the two vids of yours on there, but I just got a message saying that page couldn't be found. Are you planning on reposting them there or somewhere else? I'd love to be able to see them. Thanks.

Date: 2011-01-01 01:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you. I didn't know the vids don't show on BuffyTube, I'll see if I can upload them again.

Date: 2011-01-09 12:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I've changed the links to my videos. You can watch them at youtube. :)

Date: 2011-01-10 04:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thanks. The vids are just as awesome as I was expecting.

Date: 2011-02-07 06:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Why cant i read The perfect life? says access denied

Date: 2011-03-09 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You can read the first three chapters, and hopefully the beta I found can finish editing the rest of the chapters.

Date: 2011-07-22 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I was looking at your recs list on valyssia's page, and I see you have some listed in the comments here. They look great -- some I've read and loved, some that I'm now looking forward to reading. Do you have a recs list compiled somewhere on your page? If so, please let me know, and if not, I'm glad I found these! Thanks!

Date: 2012-01-25 03:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hey, hon, sorry I didn't answer you right away. I was away in July so I guess I saw your post when I was abroad and figured I'd answer when I get back and forgot all about it.

I don't have a rec list. Guess I should do one. :)

Have you checked [ profile] sparrow2000's rec lists? They're wonderful.


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